I'm not sure yet

hi. Just got home from school. long hours these days. anyhow, a bunch of you asked, and I am still not sure if we are getting married in a few weeks or this summer? Either way the real wedding is in Kona on Aug. 8, 08, as I mentioned before. I finally will get my dream wedding! LOL! barefoot on the beach at sunset! Aloha style! There is only one reason we'd get married early. It's complicated. But those who know us know why or have asked. As of now that reason is not completely public. We'll tell in time!

Disneyland and in Love

Ryan came back Friday and from that day on we were pretty much insepratable! March seemed to come very quickly! There was one day we went to the Olive Garden for dinner, and he had asked me how he would know if I was going to break up with him. I assured him that was not going to happen! I didn't know that at the time he was truly in love with me and already told his family he had found the love of his life, ME! We really got each other and laughed together all the time! He was truly a gentleman and a wonderful guy! For the first time in a very long time, I felt same, secure, and at home when I was with him!

So the day finally came for us to leave. We of course had to still pack the car and then pick his daughter up. Turns out she had no shoes on that day. So we stopped at Nordstroms to buy her some. Turns out all 3 of the kids got some! LOL! It took us a day to get there, driving straight through the night. We left March 2 and on the 3rd we arrived. We decided to take them to California Adventure just for the evening! That night we rode the ferris wheel and I realized when we looked into each other's eyes I truly loved him! It was so new and amazing!

It was like we were a family already. When we were getting the kids ready I'd get them ready and clean the room, while he'd pack the car! Then together we'd make our lunches for the day! And when I was showering, he'd get breakfast ready for all 3, including peeling the oranges and breaking them up, then we'd wake them and I'd bathe them and then he'd dress them and they'd eat! And when we came back to the room, we'd both get them ready for bed then he'd unpack the car, while I stayed with the kids and got their clothes ready for the next day. At the parks, we were a team when it came to taking care of them! He was always taking Mikey potty, while I was always taking the girls! We were all so happy and it was like we'd been together forever!

On the way home he said he wanted to tell me something. I already knew but I waited until he told me! Then he told me he loved me very much and was the happiest he'd ever been! So, I told him I loved him too! We kissed and things were right within the world! We knew we were going to be together for a LONG time! I asked when he fell in love with me and he said it was when I was growling with the girls at the bears on our first date! He said I wasn't afraid to be myself and that was what captured his heart! Is there love at first site? Sure! But you need to cultivate it!

It's now June 7, and I decided to add this!

So, were we happy and in love? Yes! We both told each other we wanted to share our lives together and decided to get married! So, when things suddenly ended I was left with a broken heart and in shock and wonder! We were told by all that we were the perfect couple and the perfect family! Even his daughter and my 2 look alike so we blended beautifully! He even told his boss that he found the love of his life and was the happiest he'd ever been! He told everyone!

Still Amazing!

Hi all! I know it's late but I just got home from the hospital. . . The doctors finally found the answers to what was making me so sick these past 6 months. They did every test in the book today. . . I decided after coughing up blood this morning it was time to not leave without the answers. So I am on my way to recovery. It'll take a while but at least I know now. On that note, I have to just say how much I love Ryan! He's been my every thing! He pushes me to do better and makes me want to be a better woman.

Yes, It's true!

Hi all! OK, since the word has leaked out, yes, I am getting married. I finally found the love of my life, rather he found me! He is my true prince charming, and treats me like a princess! We are so happy to see what God has in store for us! We both are excited to be doing missions. The Lord has really changed my heart and I am just do nursing school, and then we are heading into the mission field as it'll be my trade overseas! We are going to get married this summer, just the 2 of us, most likely so he will be there for me during school.

Oh yes, Ryan and I set a date for our wedding! It's Aug. 8, 08! We are so very excited so start our lives together, it just sucks that it is so far away! I'll let you know more as soon as stuff comes up! Let's just say Disneyland really is a magical place and dreams really do come true!

One sweet day

A rose is sweet and a great way to say,
That I'll be there for you through every single day.
For I don't know if I'm as "sweet" as you always say.
But I know that I'll love you in every way.
I know that a rose is great, but doesn't last too long,
But my love for you will go on and on and on and on!

For you are greater than life itself,
And I thank God for you everyday and I
Pray that you will be by my side,
One Sweet Day!