Off and On Again

Well as time went on, Ryan for some reason decided he could no longer marry me, yet we remained great friends and he was even my best friend. He always gave me hope though saying you never know, someday we may get married! He really broke my heart, yet I loved him enough to continue to be his friend.

Then one day, we saw the baby's heartbeat and he had tears in his eyes and from that day on he was amazing again! He said that he was happy yet again and that he'd call all the time and he'd even tell me I am beautiful daily! He really gave me a new hope and even said you never know we may get married in Vegas! I told him not to tease and that wasn't nice! He said he didn't know! So I was happy once again!

We leave for Vegas tomorrow! I am so excited! I am going with the love of my life!