Deceived

Have you ever felt deceived by someone? What I am talking about, you thought you knew them. I mean really knew them only to find out who they were or portrayed to be was a complete lie. Sometimes this betrayal can cut to the core and other times you think well geez it's good thing I didn't completely trust them. You have that feeling in your stomach as if something wasn't right? You just couldn't put your finger on it. Well that happened with me more recently.

I had this weird feeling about someone, and I kept telling myself, it'll go away with time. I even told myself, well maybe it's because I am just really guarded after all the betrayal I had just gone through. . . But no. It still was there and it grew. I figured OK, I gotta give this person a chance. Maybe I was being a hypocrite and it wasn't them. So I did. And I won't say what happened or why but boy was it a complete eye opener as well as a confirmation to that feeling that lingered. I finally told them I couldn't be around them any longer. The day I told them that, that night I got a phone call telling me to check up on that person. That I was in for a real shock. What I found out was not only appalling but the character of this person was outright disgusting. I was not shocked though for some reason. I knew that something wasn't right. When I heard that they went to a strip club to do business with their "clients" I thought, geez I want as far away as possible from them. Talk about unethical. If you don't have morals, you still should have ethics and the law in which you should abide by.

I've always given people the benefit of the doubt, but once they cross that line, I will never trust them again. I will not even associate with them. I am careful with what kind of company I keep! Call me crazy but I am not about to get involved with those kind of people.

Now I have had several opportunities to be very unethical. I have been offered hundreds of dollars for "happy endings." I felt disgusted. I don't go to their work and ask for "favors." If they want that call a prostitute. I could easily rake in the cash and have more than enough money to do whatever I wanted right now. But I can't and won't lower myself to such filth. Maybe that's a reason I hate the business now. Anyhow, all I have to say is just be careful in whom you spend your time with. Even if it's just on the phone. Trust your instincts. Trust me, as good as they may make you feel you're worth more than empty words and promises. This goes for guys too! Don't lower yourself or your standards just because you "Feel Lonely. That's all I have to say on the subject.

Still Disgusted,

Bri

life

Hi all! So life's been interesting to say the least! I can't believe spring break is over! Yikes! Time for the education world again! sigh! I so want to be done! : ( Things are going so so. But I still have that joy. HMMM. . . Well, I better run! Tons to do in just one day! My only thought is will the court stuff ever get done!?

In wonder,

Bri

A Mystery Unravelled

Hi! so for those of you who want something a little bit more interesting to read! Something that peaks the interest of many, I finally started to write from relationships. Though you'll never find that stuff on here LOL! Those who are computer smart and know how to find things, will find my other blog. It's not that it's completely hidden, but I am not going to say where it's posted or the porthole it's posted through! But once you find it, I guarantee you'll see me in a whole new light! From first kisses to the "moment!" It's history in the making!

Well I'm exhausted and this has not been the best of days! Thank God for that special someone that keeps me sane and laughing when I should be crying.

I get to go to a Sonics game tomorrow! I'm so excited! I haven't seen them play live since I was a little girl! Yeah!

Good Night all!

Bri

A Happy Day!

Hi! This is just real quick! I have such an overflowing joy that I can't stop smiling! My relationship with the Lord is amazing again and I can't wait to spend every day with Him! It doesn't matter what I am going through or what has been thrown at me lately, I still have this deep peace and joy in my heart and I am just so overwhelmed with feeling the love of God again! It's truly been an amazing and exciting time lately! I know this next week will hold several blessings big and small for the children and I and I am excited to see where this week will take us! It does not matter what is thrown at me, I have been able to truly smile through it all! I should be in tears as people have told me they would be in my situation, but I just laugh and say that's life! I am looking at life w/a whole new perspective! No matter what happens, I know that God sees the bigger picture and that all that has and will happen is for a reason! So w/all this said, I gotta run! Last minute things to do! I hope you all enjoy your week! Blessings!

Smiling!

Bri

An Amazing Day!

Good Morning and Happy Easter! Well as I said it would be, yesterday was an amazing day! Even better than I thought! I woke up with a text and call from a special person which started off my day absolutely fabulous! Then Bella and I got ready and took off for the whole day and it was a fabulous and fun day! We finally picked up the kids late last night and headed home only to find more surprises of old friends tat had come over to visit! Dinner was delicious and well when they finally left and we crashed I got a good night phone call that put a smile on my face and gave me beautiful dreams!

So today I got the kids ready for church and Lexi looks so stylin w/her new sassy haircut! Though now mommy has to dry, straighten, and flip it so get the oh so hot look! She truly s a lil mode! Now I'm getting Bella and I ready and thought I'd take a moment to write and say just how happy I am and how amazing my life is! And I can tell you this, though her father is absent, she's definitely not lacking in love! She the type of baby that just draws the crowds! With her natural beauty and bubbly personality, she just draws people to her! She has my carefree persona I had as a girl growing up! Though don't take her far from mommy, cuz she's a mommy's girl throuh and through! Though she does like guys! LOL! Probably because their deeper voices draw her to them! But in the end, it's mommy she wants! She truly is a gift from God!

Well lil BelLa and I must shower! But my joy exceeds me! Life couldn't be better right now!

All Smiles!

Bri

A Great Life

Just gotta say real quick before I start the day! Life is amazing and great! Things are fantastic and I am loving it! I also want to say, God is awesome and I am so lucky to know Him! I am falling more in love with my Savior every day!

Isabella is doing great! She got her first molar! And before her other teeth! Bizarre! She’s getting so big and active! We saw some old friends last night and had a ton of laughs!

Alexis and Michael are also getting so big! They are now in t-ball, swimming, soccer, and Lexi is getting ready for her big ballet recital in May!

I am loving Physics and never thought I’d say those words! So, yeah, life is great! I’m getting to do I wanted to do my whole life! So life is great!

Gotta run and get ready! But today is going to be amazing, I just know it!

All Smiles for this blondie!

Bri

Isabella's Dedication

Hi all! Last night was so amazing! Isabella Joy~Leilani was dedicated to the Lord! She was truly a blessing of sorts! Out of 10 baby dedications last night she was the only girl amongst them! The word that was spoken over her was so amazing! Even at a young age she will be filled with faith and full of compassion and wisdom. I will try to get a copy of it to post! So anyhow, she looked perfect, just like an angel! And they had to stop to comment on how beautiful she was! My daughter is a Joy and blessing! Anyone who can’t see that is blind.

The message, in sorts was sorta for her, for her life as well as mine! Isabella is like Timothy from the Bible. While her conception was not done in a covenant of God, her life is just as important as the lives of the children born in a bonded marriage that are in Christ. God has placed a special blessing on her life. And I am excited to see it come to past!

Thank you all to those of you who came. It meant the world to me.

I love you all,

Bri