Hi Friends. It's been resolved! Thank goodness!
On to way better note! I went on a cruise yesterday! I didn't know anyone to begin with and yet it was by far the most fun I've had in years! I met every type of person there was! And became friends with a few! We had such a blast! We even got to play pool and darts, and dance and have a few drink and eat some great mexican! We celebrated cino de mayo early! But I can tell that some of these people are truly amazing and we'll be life friends! Ironic how there is every type of person there! I hung out with what they call the medical crowd! LOL! It just must come naturally because I liked them before I knew what they did! It's an amazing group, and you no what, every single type of person was there! The most amazing thing is I got to be me. Just me. The fun-loving, lout-going me I haven't been in years and years and years! I wasn't someone's ex or mom, I was just a person like the rest of them and was accepted for who I am! And wouldn't you know it the guys I hung out with chose me to be a part of them! And they are the cool guys that everyone loves and is drawn to. Know what I mean? And the cutest one and I got along great! The crowd was mostly upper 30's which is great! Way more fun and has been through life and is mature yet silly! One guy, is just like Dane Cook! I was in tears laughing all night! So anyhow, I'm learning how to be me again. Just me! I don't have to try to impress anyone, and I didn't have to hide behind the whole mom thing like I usually do w/ guys.
But at the end of the night, when I came home and nursed the baby, and she looked up at me with love in her eyes and just grinned and squealed, I knew I had the best of everything! Who knows, maybe one day it'll happen! Maybe one day. But for now, these cool guys who are in the medical field even offered to help me with everything! I'm so stoked! I was just telling my mom I wish I had a guy to study with cuz I'd get it and still have fun! Well gotta run! Time to bathe baby!
In Complete Bliss,
Bri
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