Hi! So today was well, interesting. He did meet my girls today. We did meet for lunch at Red Robin, instead. Though they met him as my friend. I am not going down that whole road again. And well, Alexis was Alexis. He thought the baby was pretty easy going and said she's so adorable. And of course we were stopped by people adoring Isabella. He laughed and said I must be use to it. He said I have the cutest kids! Then he met Mike. We picked him up from school. Then we headed to get stuff for my car. And well he saw Mike in his mommy I want this car mood! LOL! So, he's seen it all. And well if he calls me or texts me in the morning like he always has, well, that will prove he doesn't scare easily. LOL!
But yes, I am still guarded. Very very guarded and for very good reason. I do NOT want to be that girl again. No more wide eyed and innocent. She was killed sometime within the past year. I don't think I'll ever go into another relationship with as much trust and innocence as I had. Though, I am leaning how to slowly open up again. The fun me is back! He brings that out in me!
So anyhow, I must get a million things done! And well, I am literally exhausted. But still smiling with my girls!
And yes, there are other things going on in my life. Important things. Things that no one should have to go through or fear. But I just can only pray things get better. Anyhow, I'd better go sleep now.
Loving Jesus,
Bri
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