Times Change

Hi! It's official! I am diving into the intellect of minds! That's right, I am back as student in college! LOL! I love school and miss it! But I have to say, this semester is going to be one of the tuffest semesters ever with my classes! I guess in a way I no longer have the distractions of men. . . So that could be a good thing. I mean there is no wedding to try and plan this summer after all, so mind mind won't be distracted. Though with Isabella still nursing every 3 hours I am not sure how I will function. I was told because I had to medical withdraw I have to get a B+ or better. I am of course going to push myself for A's but we shall see.

With being involved in church again, school, and the kids, I am a very busy woman! But it will be great for me to get out and be with other adults who share my passion!

I know looking back that it's going to be sad when I don't marry this summer, but at the same time I believe it is best. He wasn't who God has for me. I deserve to be treated with Respect, and as a woman to begin with! I am more than just a mom. There is a separate side to me. And he lost that in knowing I was a mom. I am a woman and I deserve to be treated as a one of God's beautiful gems, as one of my best friend's Tammy says! So, I will wait on God, and He will bring me a man in His timing that will be perfect for me and one who wants to be spoiled and loved as well! I have so many passions and desires! One of them missions and traveling! I want to share more with a guy than just laughing every now and then!

So, I guess that's me for now! I gotta run! At least 2 of my kids still have a dad who wants to be a part of their lives! Some day, Izzy will to! And when that day comes, when God brings me that man, I will let him adopt her as his own!

Until next time, smile and enjoy the weekend! And instead of thinking of all you're missing out on, think of all God has given you and what you have right now! Enjoy life and take time to love your family!

All Smiles,

Bri