Hi! OK, so here's the update. Today I had a progesterone shot. Let's just say it hurts to sit! OW! But seriously, the contractions got to the point where I couldn't move and the doc felt them, so she said it was time to start getting serious since I am dilating still. They said I will have to have weekly visits at 26 weeks and beyond. They are predicting I won't make it past 32 weeks gestation. That means she'll be born on Halloween! That can't happen! My kids would be so disappointed! I want her to stay in there until school is out. GRRR! An to think David told me last night that if we were to marry he'd want me to have 2 to 4 more! He's insane!
Like I said nothing will ever become of Ry and I. Even if I got my nursing degree and stayed here and made quite a bit of money, it still wouldn't work. It's because he can't love me the way he should and I deserve to be the ONLY woman in my husband life. Go figure! LOL!
It is so difficult that David is not a christian because he treats me so well, with respect and honor. We've laughed so much together these days and he's been there for me lately. I know he'd never cheat. He's established and sincere. I'm at a loss of what to do, because my heart and love belongs to Ry and still and yet I want to be able to give it to a man who will treat me the way I should be. I guess I just wait on God and see where He leads me. I guess I will see what happens when Izzy is born! Until then I have to focus on keeping her in for the next 17 weeks! Anything past 24 weeks which is next week will be a miracle. But for now, I am beat and worn and well, heading to bed.
Tomorrow I take Alexis in for X rays because she fell from the money bars and is still limping and she said it hurts at the knee so they are afraid it could be a fracture that could lead to a break. So pray all is well with her and she is just bruised.
So good night for now.
Bri
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