Mikey's first day of school & Life is GOOD!

Hi! Mikey's first day of school was great! We put him on the bus and then followed it to school so he'd know how to do it. Then we took him to the morning daycare that he'll be in before school once the bus arrives! It's more like an open gym and he plays basketball quite a bit! Then we walked him up to his classroom and took pictures and said goodbye. He missed his bus home because they forgot to put him on, but he seemed fine, because he was in after school care and seems to love it! He loves to play! When I went to pick him up, he loved it! He ran to me and jumped in my arms and gave me a kiss and said he missed me and loved me! : ) That made me so happy! I love my little boy and I miss that! Lately we've been spending a lot of special mommy, Mikey time together! We read a cool book about rocks and fossils I bought him everyday! One page of discovery a day is what we say! The past week or so, I've picked him up a few times from school because I couldn't get to his bus in time. Every time I do, he always runs up to me and jumps in my arms with kisses and I love yous! I am so glad to have my baby boy back! We sing and play together a lot more now!

Alexis too has had special mommy time! I guess meeting Ryan really helped me realize how much I was missing out on their lives and wanted to spend with them! I even arranged all my school schedules so that I could be with them and take them to their things. My only long day now is Wednesday where I am gone from 7-7. It makes for long days for me doing it this way, but I would rather have one long day than not see my kids at all like last year! : ) With Izzy on the way it makes me slow day all that much more anyhow! Well, I am beat and have to still read 3 chapters for Philosophy so I am gone for now! : ) I'll fall asleep reading most likely, but such is life!

I do love my life! And I am glad that Ryan is the only man in it right now! We are pretty close again! We are really starting to enjoy each other as friends! No we are not back together. We don't want to rush into anything again. But we are doing what we should've done the first time! We are being friends and seeing how that works first. I have school to focus on anyhow! But life is so less complicated now that there is no more David! LOL! As nice as it was to be pursued by someone else, I realized that it's not fair to him and that we lead to very different lifestyles! He's a good guy, but well, not for me. I'm a simple gal with family values and would rather live the relaxing life than a stressed out one that makes a ton of money! Give me a shack on the beach or a small cottage in he country any day! I love the quietness of the suburban life! I love to go to the city to do things but would rather live in the country!

Well good night all! Not so sure about life, but for now, I am loving it!

Dream very sweet dreams!

Bri