Monday, September 3, 2007

The final decision has been made!

Hi. Last Saturday I went out with David. We went to an Indian restaurant. The food was good, but the conversation was lacking. I realized I no longer wished to see him. I need someone more down to earth and family oriented! Even though Ryan and I aren't together, he's still more my type. Besides David didn't want him in the picture with our daughter! He even wanted to change her name!

Yes, I also saw Ryan. He and I talked and hung out for a bit. It was great seeing him again! I know that we won't end up together, but O still want to remain friends with him.

Maybe all this happened for a reason. I am starting school again and don't need the distraction. Also the fact that David didn't believe in Jesus, well that was just too big of a difference! I want to raise my children in Christ and if that means doing it as a single mother, I will. So my decision has been made! It may have taken all summer but in the end we were walking in 2 completely different worlds! Mine is simple and family oriented. David's was too complex and career oriented! While I have no idea where Ryan will end up he and I are in the same type of world! He is a dad already. Well that is the end of the 2 men saga.

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