Is Love Worth Fighting For?

So, it's often been said not to fight for the one you love because if they love you, it'll work out. I listened to that advice back in June. I knew of the woman who came between Ry and I. I knew her number and everything else. I was told to let him go. To let him go to her. I was a fool and listened. Now I am left with a broken heart and she has the love of my life. She has my happily ever after ending and my man. All I have left is his baby, one whom I am not even sure he'll want if I make it and keep her.

If someone ever tells you that it's not worth it to fight for someone, do not listen to them. If you truly love someone, it's definitely worth fighting for. My dreams came crashing to an end when I just gave up and walked away, trusting God would bring him back. So many people told me he'd come back to me and his baby. So many people were dead wrong. Then these people tell me I'm better off without him. How do they know? They have no idea what it's like to loose someone they love so deeply, that they would in fact die for them. They have no idea what the loneliness is like when you are left with trying to just get through having his baby completely alone, let alone raising it, knowing that that other woman gets to walk away with him. So many people say to just trust God. Then I ask where is God? Why did He let this woman tear our family apart. Why'd He let the love of my life just leave?

If I could do it all over again, I would've fought for him. I wouldn't have just let her have him. Yet, I am told by some to contact her now. What's the point now? I want him to choose me. Only me. And by contacting her now after all these months it no longer matters and he'd be furious. I gave him my word that I wouldn't.

So as I try to figure this all out and try to raise a baby from a man who intentionally walked away, I am left with nothing but heartache.

Yes, Izzy still isn't moving, but what am I supposed to do? I have others to take care of.

For now, I feel completely helpless.

Bri