Hi! So, the ultrasound was somewhat reassuring! Izzy weighs 3.3 pounds now. She is still a week behind on her weight, but slowly catching up! However being at this weight, she is in a much better position to be healthier even if born now. However, my cervix is measuring at 2.7 and they don't worry until it's 2.5, whatever that means. So for today and possibly this weekend I am good to go! A lot of contractions they assume will take place but no baby will come from it. Well, she can't. If she tried it'd kill me. She is still breech. : ( They said that position she is in, she is most likely to stay that way now. Bummer! I had to have several tests today because of everything. And of course more shots to postpone labor. Now of course they are aiming for 32 weeks! But it is a true miracle as they never thought that I'd make it this far! Yeah! 2 more weeks and she's out of a serious danger zone!
Slowly I am realizing it all and know that I can do this on my own if I have to. I also signed a release stating I want an autopsy if I don't make it. That way it'll tell what exactly was the thing that ended up killing me, if it was too much blood loss or if there was an underlying cause!
Now here the thing, when I do go into the hospital I will write one last post saying I am going in to have her. If you don't here from me on here a week after I go in, there were complications and I didn't make it. If that is the case and you want to go to the funeral, just write a comment under my last post and my parents will read them and let you know the date and time! I'm not sure I want a funeral though to be honest, but what they do after I am gone is their choice.
I truly hope to make it, but I am leaving my life, literally in God's hands! But for now all is OK with Isabella, so I am thankful for that!
Enjoy your weekend and be blessed!
Exhausted,
Bri
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