Finally Excited!

On to an exciting note! Now that it's getting closer to Izzy being born, I am way more excited, despite the odds of me making it! I decided to use bumgenius cloth diapers for her (no disposables for this precious bundle of joy!) and just got the box of diapers I ordered! They are so cute and tiny! I've heard great things about them and my cousins Adam and Emily use them on their beautiful baby girl and told me about them and love them! A lot less leaky diapers and you save quite a bit over the long run! I also bought 5 receiving blankets to cut up for washcloths instead of using wipes. Of course it won't always work when I am in public and I'll have a a small pack of wipes, but for the most part, she deserves the best!

I also bought her a ton of cute baby clothes, but am still waiting on the major things such as swing, stroller, careseat, etc. We shall see though! Because she'll be 30 weeks next week, her chances of making it double! So, that makes me happy! Though you never do know. Some preemies die, while others thrive! Some full term babies even die! But I do know with her, she will thrive no matter when she comes because I already have a prophecy that she'll be a blessing and a joy and that she'll make it! I trust God for all things and a miracle for her being born healthy is no small matter! Especially when she is so small! But God will let her come in His timing. When He knows she is ready to finally join the world! The kids of course are stoked! My son has been praying that I have a baby since Nov. 05! LOL! He use to pray God bring us a baby! Well 2 years later, his prayers are answered. So, then I do think God's timing is definitely not ours! I was thinking I'd have one when I was married and we were happy. Well that's how it was supposed to be. That's how it started out as! But God saw it before I even met Ryan and decided it was he and I He'd bless with this baby girl! Don't ask me why considering all I've gone through with him, but God sees everything! Absolutely EVERYTHING!

So, for now despite all the odds that are stacked against Izzy and I, I am excited!

Happy for now,

Bri