Hi all! So here is what the newest news is. After talking to my doctor, and hearing all the results (yes they have to tell you everything even if they don't want to) my heart sank. I knew I was really low on blood and anemic, but I was somehow hoping that God would just fix things. I won't say by how much but I am given a very low chance of making through this birth. Even less if and when the c-section happens. So, Ryan will get what he wanted. He'll get his daughter. I don't know what to do. I love Izzy so much but I also know her daddy will be a good daddy to her. I know that she will need him. So do I give my baby girl to him? I suppose that may be an option. He will be able to care for her. Knowing that I most likely will not make it through surgery even if I get a transfusion, maybe I should give in and let him know he can have her? What can I do? What am I suppose to do?
Confused and Scared
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