Miracle!

It's me again! Thanks to all your prayers God does still provide miracles! It turns out it WAS a false positive! The last test came back normal! I think it's God's healing touch! Because of previous complications, they said that could've made the first one positive. But it was only a few days later that I did the second test, so I trust that God did provide a miracle and it was HIS healing hand!

I know that this baby is going to be an amazing child! It will be such a blessing to all, especially to it's dad and I! Even if this child did have problems and the tests were positive I know that God does all things for a reason! But I also know that God has His hand on this baby's life!

When I found out the news, I was overwhelmed with joy! I was SO happy that it was going to be OK! Then I felt guilty because last night as I lie there wide awake crying, I thought, I do want a healthy child! I want to teach it so many things and take it camping! I want it to be able to learn how to play sports and have it's daddy and I teach it and pass our love for sports onto it! I wanted it to be able to run and skip and crawl! I wanted so much to be able to take it on the family vacations and have all of us be able to do things together! I didn't care if we had to park blocks away instead of up close because we'd have a handicap sticker, but I really wanted it to be able to walk and play with it's siblings! So, when I thought, Thank God, my baby is going to be healthy, I felt guilty! I would have loved it just the same, but I so much wanted a healthy child so that even when we traveled around the world it could come too!! Is that wrong?

Yes, I did not sleep. I called the doctor at 9:30AM to find out the results and they had just got in the lab tests. The waiting was agony. They said they'd call asap. I checked the phone every minute. Then at 11:30 I called back! The doctor was on lunch! I finally got the call at 1PM! She said it was normal! To stop worrying now! I sighed a breath of relief! She explained the whole thing! So, I called the baby's daddy, but he's out playing in a tournament. He's a pro golfer. I am so glad to be able to give him the good news on his birthday! I guess there is no better birthday gift I could've given him for his 30th than a healthy baby! LOL!

Well, again, thanks to all of you for praying for a miracle! God truly does hear our prayers when we come in agreement to Him! I will keep you all updated with our lives as time goes on!