Songs and bottles

Hi all! I am finally home! But things have come up, so I will write about the devotion later. However, I will say that on the way home from Mike's soccer I had my ipod on random and it Amazed by Lonestar. And I had tears in my eyes. It reminded me of the when Ryan and I drove down to California! We had the regular station on and heard this song! So, he turned to me and said this is our song! Little did I realize he was in a way telling me he loved me! So, later he said that's what he meant! That was going to be a song we wanted at our wedding as it is our song. So of course with missing him today it made me cry.

Earlier Alexis and I went to Babies r us and I was looking at the bottles because I knew Ryan wanted to be able to feed the baby too. He was somewhat upset when I told him I wanted to breastfeed. So, I decided to pump when I wasn't feeding so he could also bond with our child. I suppose if he choses not to be involved then I will just save it for when I need it. But I want him to be able to be a part of his child's life regardless of what happens between us.

So yes, that song is still my fav. The things men do to us!